When the time is right, you'll have the attention of the ones that didn't want to get involved. The ones that didn't care. When the time is right, they will expect the fix as if its their birth right to know. As if you are their 'truth servant'.
And in a sense you are servant: out of choice, out of love - you serve to preserve, to keep, to find and protect. You do not serve them. You serve... It.
When the time is right, you can let go. You can give it to them. You can have your victory. But you'll know from experience that they just 'want', they desire. They open their mouths like little chicks in their comfy nest. Scream at you to 'give'. They do not care how you got it, what is it, why is it. They just want it.
But they are not little. And they are definitely not chicks.
So you can have a bit longer triumph for you to appreciate. Because you have to be grateful for It... instead of them. That's how the Truth is kept and preserved.
...you may wait for awhile.
Maybe this time they will appreciate it...
Maybe next time you will not be alone...
